Never Goodbye but Farewell

I do not know what got into me. Suddenly there is this rush of pain in my heart just seeing your face. Who shall hug me when I am crying because of some emo telenovela? Who will endure my madness over anime and other craziness? Who will I call when I am afraid of "Sadako" and "One Missed Call" ghosts? Who will accompany me to do eating spree? My tears are so shallow, they got mind of their own. I have not come to hate it. In fact, it is somehow a part of me and part of my existence. But now why? Why can't these tears just flow out and be gone into mute's bitter lips? Why should I endure this pain as if I am alone? This is so un-ME.

Although I know that you will be gone for a year, I just know that deep in my heart that no matter how long or how far you are, the only one person who is taking my heart with him will be you. No more buts, no more what ifs instead I will just wait till I see the light in your face again. I will miss you.

This is never goodbye but farewell.

Promises

This is for someone I have loved for all these three years..

Promises today and promises tomorrow

We don't know that we can face our sorrow

It costs a lot of pain you know

That is why I'll never let you go.

Your promises are my only hope

Without them perhaps I could never cope

However, painful it is to know that things has to be done

I will wait till the next time I will see your face again.

Promises are likely made to be broken

In every heart it is softly spoken

But when time comes of hurtin'

Promises are stains that may cause us pain.

However, do not fret about things like that

No matter how painful it is to know that fact

I will never ever once forget

We made a promise to each other to be together...

even till life after death.