Monday, October 20, 2008

Never Goodbye but Farewell

I do not know what got into me. Suddenly there is this rush of pain in my heart just seeing your face. Who shall hug me when I am crying because of some emo telenovela? Who will endure my madness over anime and other craziness? Who will I call when I am afraid of "Sadako" and "One Missed Call" ghosts? Who will accompany me to do eating spree? My tears are so shallow, they got mind of their own. I have not come to hate it. In fact, it is somehow a part of me and part of my existence. But now why? Why can't these tears just flow out and be gone into mute's bitter lips? Why should I endure this pain as if I am alone? This is so un-ME.

Although I know that you will be gone for a year, I just know that deep in my heart that no matter how long or how far you are, the only one person who is taking my heart with him will be you. No more buts, no more what ifs instead I will just wait till I see the light in your face again. I will miss you.

This is never goodbye but farewell.

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